May 5th

May 5th

Let's face it, as much s I'm an alcoholic - I don't plan on having liquor touching my lips any time today. I'm not in that mood.

The days, they have been getting harder and harder. I feel like Frodo carrying the ring around his neck and it just weighing him down with more and more pressure with every step on the way to Mount Doom.

Who the fuck calls a Mountain Doom anyway? That's just screaming for the mountain to turn to a life of crime and drug use.

Anyhow.. My mood right now.. wow. I have no idea how to describe it. Mentally drained. Mentally destroyed. A shell of myself. So hey, here's these...






I'm in a strange place in my life...